What is this profound pleasure?
This
Schadenfreude
I
don’t want to be happy for it
Yet
it strikes a chord, I’ve waited for it
The
payback, the karma the go around went
And
now it’s back and I get to see how it feels on your face
It’s
not mine anymore to feel this pain,
now
for me it’s pleasure I feel to see you suffer this way
This
profound pleasure
I’m
not proud to feel this profound pleasure
not
teasing like your kiss on my neck,
not
warm like I love you in my ear,
It’s
steely and it’s cold
but
the pull of it hasn’t become old,
those
days and months of feeling hurt,
your
ill regard for all my worth
my
world for you ceased to exist and now it makes me feel like this
perverse,
reverse a love since past,
I
see you hurt and I just laugh,
you
can’t deny, you can’t run from the things you leave behind
This
profound pleasure
I
didn’t have to do a thing, what you deserve you will always find
Watching,
waiting suffocating and then my sweet release
I
taste your tears and drink them in… like wine at a feast
You
see my hunger like an abandoned animal made me mean
There
once was love but that felt her profound pleasure
I’ve
seen you kiss her too many times as if you were never mine
But
to see your world unravel so makes me happier than you know
This
profound pleasure
This
Schadenfreude
Watching
it bring you to your knees,
ah
yes I love it I love it I do
Seeing
your heart grow cold springs mine anew
profound
pleasure………..
I
don’t want to be happy for it
Yet
it strikes a chord, I’ve waited for it
The
payback, the karma the go around went
And
now it’s back and I get to see how it feels on your face
It’s
not mine anymore to feel this pain,
now
for me it’s pleasure I feel to see you suffer this way
I’m
not proud to feel this profound pleasure
not
teasing like a kiss on my neck,
not
warm like I love you in my ear,
It’s
steely and it’s cold
But
the pull of it hasn’t become old,
This
profound pleasure
Coyu featuring Cari Golden
'Profound Pleasure'
